
The story of Elijah has always fascinated me.
A man who called fire down from heaven. A man who witnessed miracles with his own eyes. A man who stood boldly in faith before kings and false prophets.
And then… he crashed.
Completely.
Right after one of the greatest victories of his life, Elijah ran into the wilderness, sat beneath a broom tree, and said: “I have had enough, Lord.”
Lately, I understand that verse differently. Because sometimes life becomes one task after the next. One responsibility after another. One emotional battle stacked onto the next one before you have even recovered from the previous one.
You keep going because you have to. You show up because people need you. You carry things because there is nobody else to carry them.
And somewhere along the line, burnout quietly slips in. Not dramatic at first. Familiar, almost.
My body feels heavy all the time. Sleep does not seem to touch the exhaustion. Emotions feel thin and my mind feels overloaded and my soul whispers: “I am so tired.”
And if I am honest, burnout can become strangely familiar. Dangerous, but familiar. Functioning while empty. Smiling while depleted. Continuing because stopping feels impossible.
And then I think of Elijah. This guys was bot weak. Nor faithless… Just exhausted.
And what amazes me is that God did not shame him for it. God let him rest.
How beautiful is that to me? God understands human limits far better than we do ourselves. He remembers that we are dust. He knows the weight we carry. He knows the pressure we survive under.
But there is another thing I keep thinking about lately:
I truly believe the spirit never sleeps. The body may collapse.
The emotions may wear thin.
The mind may become overwhelmed.
But the spirit of a man or woman who belongs to God continues reaching toward Him even in exhaustion.
Sometimes when I have nothing left emotionally, I realize my spirit is still responding to Him. Still remembering His Word. Still leaning toward light. Still being sustained somehow beyond what my body can explain.
Maybe that is why Scripture says: “Though outwardly we are wasting away, inwardly we are being renewed day by day.”
I feel that deeply lately.
The seasons where the outer man is tired, and truly tired. But somewhere underneath all of it, God is still sustaining the inner man. Quietly. Faithfully. Patiently.
And maybe that is where some of you are too… Not at the fire-from-heaven stage. Maybe you find yourself at the broom-tree stage… hey beloved?
The place where you need God to feed you again. Strengthen you again. Remind you again that exhaustion is not the end of your story.
So if you are tired today, deeply tired, let this encourage you:
rest if you need to. Sleep. Recover.
Be still for a moment.
But do not mistake exhaustion for abandonment. God still meets people under broom trees.
And when the strength returns… and it will… rise again!
Love
V.L


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